(nothing but noise)

Radio on but nothing lands
Just voices I don’t understand
Every song feels out of place
Like joy don’t know my face

I flip the dial, same old sound
Static where the hits were found
Funny how loud silence gets
When you’re trying hard to forget

I thought I’d feel relief somehow
But it’s just quiet now

Dead radio silence
Between me and you
No signal, no violence
Just nothing to lose
I screamed into the void last night
But even echoes didn’t move
It’s not the pain that scares me now
It’s this dead radio silence

Miles passing without a thought
Not sure what I’m chasing or what I lost
I used to feel everything too much
Now I feel almost nothing at all

I replay words I shouldn’t miss
Like they’re songs I can’t resist
I keep waiting for the hurt to rise
But it’s flatlined inside

I braced myself for the fall
Didn’t expect nothing at all

Dead radio silence
Between me and you
No signal, no violence
Just nothing to lose
I screamed into the void last night
But even echoes didn’t move
It’s not the pain that scares me now
It’s this dead radio silence

If numb means I survived
Then why don’t I feel alive?
I’d trade this calm for one more fight
At least pain proves there’s still a light

I don’t know how long this lasts
Or if feeling ever snaps back
But I’d rather feel too much again
Than drown in quiet like this

Dead radio silence
Filling up the night
I keep reaching for something
That won’t answer back this time
If this is healing, tell me how
‘Cause I don’t recognize the view
I’m learning how to live inside
This dead radio silence

Still nothing…